spirits up up

the feeling of changing because of someone and not for Allah. who are u ashamed to? human or your God? miserable.

confusing by myself. 

entah. some questions are not answered by those people yet. lost. help, if you can judge them, why cannot you help them so you yourself can stop judging them? are you that happy to judge people?



rolling/

15th days working. first experience. 

first tu rasa seronok sangat kerja. rasa bersyukur sangat sebab finally able to give myself experience. sebab bila cari kerja nanti and bos baru tanya ada pengalaman kerja tak? dengan senang hati boleh cakap ada. walaupun kerja cikai haha

7th to 9th days working rasa macam nak give up. mungkin betul, if someone gave me economic's question papers, i would rather answer those than do this job. penat kot, serius. Lepas tu I told my adik, I said I decided to quit. I'll just stay for a month and then no more.

Tapi abah bagi nasihat saying, abah dont need our money but abah nak kitaorang kerja sebab nak kitaorang berdikari and berusaha. Rasa pengalaman susahnya cari duit and jangan terlalu manja dan bergantung pada abah eventho he can give us money. Abah said, he cannot help us forever. So, he needs us to learn by now.

Rasa sedih bila abah cakap begitu. 

Bila fikir memang betullah. How many years abah working and giving us money. Dari mana abah dapat duit tu if not because he hold his tiredness, working all day. Tak bosan? tipulah.

Pray is the thing I can think. 

Alhamdulillah recently rasa macam syok je kerja, Moga Allah permudahkan. Rabbi Yassir walatu'assir. Innallaha ma'na. 

Terima kasih, Ya Rabbi. Have fun knowing Kak Laily. She's gorgeous yet adorable. 3 days are enough to love you, kak :) Thanks Winda Alenk and Kak Yan for being good to me always and always . to Kak Jay too .

Adik probably my name calling in Cool City. even Winda who is younger than me calling me Adik hahaha,

InsyaAllah sampai bulan June, ye :)